Trying to Arrange the Truth

To put it simply, I am trying to sort out my thoughts in a way that organizes my speculations. My outlet is to express my emotions and  mental state. I can only hope that someone can find peace within my moments of chaos. 

My life is contained in a manner that doesn't allow me to share with many. Everything in life is meant to be shared with others. Whether it's pleasurable experiences or relieving tension, we need other people in our lives. 

Dark Cloud

I am trying to escape this pain. I can't seem to erase these feelings and move out from under this dark cloud. Some things if life are like shadows... You can't get rid of them.  It's following you always and is lurking behind you. 


Along with the darkness of the past comes fear and anxiety. I find myself in constant fear of this darkness. I feel as though it might reemerge in some way. 


There is no way to measure what this has taken from me! 

Forgive and Forget

Some things will not be forgiven and cannot be forgotten.